Perhaps

It was not the same sensations, when she touched me.

I pulled away, quickly, like my hand was on fire.

But, his hand, felt cool to the touch.

I wanted for him to listen to what I had to say, but he drowned me out with his words.

I was lost, completely lost, my Vulcan controls gone.

He needed to know, how I truly felt, that it was not just friendship, that I felt, but love.

But, his words kept at me, making me see reason. The Enterprise was in danger and her crew, and that I was needed.

How could he function, when I couldn't. He had been infected, by me. I could have jeopardized us all.

In the end, we succeeded. Everything was back, to the way it was. My words for him buried deep within.

Perhaps, one day, I shall tell him. Perhaps.