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a desperate soulHold me, soul
hold me
kiss me
look into my eyes---

this is me

eye of the tiger,
eye of the storm.

My soul,
my bleeding heart
my pleads.

fight for your soul

this is me

what could be
better than you?

hold me,
sir knight....

Closed Windows

Into closed windows
As worry laughed
Move!
Ablaze with excitement
Smiling...
And even bereavement evaporated
A hand still raised
Murmured, as her scar pained,
"All was well..."

A survivor of a stormsurvivors- let me tell you my story,
[of] yesterday and today,
.... LIFE and d-e-a-t-h.

No one understands the storm,
Me and my misery;
we all have our demons
we're all abusers--- survivors.

It's all in my head,
pain-
words-
war-
my suicide.

It's all in my head;
sometimes

Blurry I'm
such
a
fucking
mess
and my best bet is drinking s
t
r
a
i
g
h
t
from the bottle to feel good but
I just feel worse.
so close the coffin to end this sad story and
throw me in the back of a black hearse.
My heart rate is up and my
feelings are ex

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Obsessionby ~slashygirl

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Eyes betray me as I look at him again.

My heart pounding loudly.

My crew oblivious to it.

My sweaty palms lay upon my lap.

I keep staring, what is it with that?

His back bent slightly looking in his viewer.

My eyes drift again to that exotic creature.

His long slender body with no end in sight.

I wish to run my hands down that back, along hot alien olive skin.

I bite my inner cheek.

I stand up move a little further, lost in thought.

I close my eyes and fight down my erection starting to lengthen.

It's too late.

He's done it again.

He's my obsession.

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*FuriousHeart Jul 31, 2011

"I wish to run my hands down that back..." God, YES! YES!

~hija-de-luna Apr 8, 2011

Great Poem!!!

This line made me laugh so hard :My crew oblivious to it.

~slashygirl Apr 8, 2011

Glad you liked it. Always makes me happy when people share their thoughts of what I have written. Thanks again..oh and by the way...The episode Obsession has Jim sporting(Bill Shatner)an erection. You really can't miss it...do check the episode out. I have a picture of him on the bridge and Uhura is right next to him...I don't know how she can keep a straight face..the thing is Obession had no pretty girls on the show....only Spock was there next to him..Uhura doesn't count..lol

~hija-de-luna Apr 8, 2011

You're Welcome!!
Oh,Wow!!! must check out this episode then!!!
We must ask Uhura the secret to keeping a "straight" face!!! LOL
Also, would love to see the photo of Jim & Uhura.

~slashygirl Apr 9, 2011

Bill often had the problem of keeping the one eyed snake at bay. At conventions my god you can see it. I feel so sorry for guys for who this happens to. Imagine it coming alive on a important day. I shall post it on facebook...That way you can see it..Lovely to have you with us.

~hija-de-luna Apr 9, 2011

Lucky You!!!
He just gets excited so easily!!!!
Will check it out on facebook!!!
Thank You, it's lovely to have you here too!!!

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