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SenescenceBefore the rain,
all the leaves are brown.

Here's to green memories -
but the tree that loves its leaves
will never know the art of aging.

You found love in our yellow room,
but winter's holding my hand;
it won't be long.

When somebody says your name for the last time,
they gently take your life.

To the lonely sea and the skyin the dim of twilight
I feel immortal
but I feel blue;
stardust and sun drenched
torsos

watercolor pain

like the desert misses the rain

I remember you:
a sky of smog
coasting on thin ice,
limbs tangled
around the
sextile sun and uranus

bones

dust

insomnia on the silvermoon

but I am the wayward child
and there's a hole in my soul,
so please show me

show me what the stars look like tonight.

I should write this down.holy shit I should write this down -

the bad advice kills me;
like self publish WAY before they're ready.
how can we make it better?

you don't write to get a DD;
you write something awesome and then get a DD because you're there.

you don't pay to be published.

publishing isn't the end all be all.

we're ready for you.

Clarity"Come. You be a gear right here,"
she dares and she is tempting. I admit,
enclosed worlds don't appeal to me.
I am embers on the highway.
I'll forge myself into something greater.
The harvest suits me not, so forth I'll go;
judge me not.

Show me how the sun rises.
Even in the dead of winter,
I am scorched like the Earth from the inside-out.
The heat of this nameless, godless desert is trapped within my wounds.

Follow the shuffling feet,
the bloodied shapes
like patchwork hope sewn together from someone else's sacrifice.
Unmistakable, undeniable, guilty;
but the answer will have escaped you.
With the perfect clarity of ragged eyes
all become

UsedA pillow soaked with tears.
My tears.

I cry all the time out of lonlieness now.

When will you love me again?
Or will you just use me?
Really now, be honest.
Truthful.
Hate me? Why? i've been nothing but nice!

And I've always cared.
Now you're leaving.
You don't care anymore.
Try is all I did.
However, you just used me.
I only wanted a best friend.
Now you don't want me.
Good grief!

Tell me what I did wrong!
Oppressed you? Never!

Your ideas were always great!
Ooutstanding, evem! You're gone now. You don't care.
Used me. That's all I ever was to you.

WishesSo many people wish upon stars.
How many secrets do they hold?
Oh, it must be over a million,
Over a billion.
Trillions at least.
I can't even imagine how many there must be.
Not one person hasn't tried it.
Great, dark skies with tiny, twinkling lights.

Stars are trusted by people.
They never tell your secrets.
And they always listen.
Rise of the sun, the disappear.
Set of the sun, they are back to hear.

whatever befalls the last star in the skyBeautiful Doom,
oh, she falls
93 million miles from the sun, part ii

in an inhuman race [8/365]
the world is going down
and she cradles the sky in her arms
and wonders the whereabouts of God

LonelyBy myself again.
I don't go anywhere.
To do anything. So I sit there,
Twining my fingers together in boredom.
Except - I don't have to be.
Really. I could call a friend.

The answering machine picks up.
Eventually I leave a message to call me back.
And I cry, because I hate being alone.
Rewinding my VHS tape, I play my favourite movie.
Sad one, though. It's Fried Green Tomatoes.

I hate being alone.

Cause it hurts. It's scary.
Radical thought run through my head when I'm alone.
You guys, please don't leave me, I request as tears run down my face...

AvoidingWhen you're not here, I feel empty.
How much? A lot.
You're avoiding me.

And I'm sad.
Remember me? Or have I become invisible again?
Exceptional. That's what you used to call me.

You used to want to hang out all the time.
Outstanding, the way things change so suddenly.
Underneath my covers, I feel scared I'll lose you.

And yet, i don't call you. Because I'm scared of you, too.
Very much so. I don't want to be yeled at.
Only -
I miss you so much.
Do you miss me?
I waant to talk to you! But you're -
Not talking to me anymore.
Good grief, do you not want me anymore?

Maybe you don't. You could have told me, instead of breaking my heart.
Eve

What is Hallowed and CommonI don't know if I believe in love
But I sure as hell hope it doesn't find me.
I've got too much going on to worry about that.
Hell, I don't even want it.

I think.

I see all these other people moaning and groaning about it
Because they haven't found anyone yet.
They use that word for it? "Found"?
What, is it something you just stumble across without meaning to?

If that's it, love sounds pretty damn inconvenient.
I mean, you're not prepared for it.
You don't know exactly what to do with it,
the first time.

And things like that mess up everything.

Those star-eyed idiots say it isn't so.
That it's supposed to be unexpected.
Well, so is a mug

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The change had been slow.

They had stopped after the last blow.

They stepped back and admired the transformation.

They enjoyed my pain, they gave no explanation.

I find myself strangely quiet despite the loss of my other half.

McCoy would find this amusing, he would certainly laugh.

Jim would take me home without question.

I hope he finds me soon in this cold prison.

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~daveylover75 Apr 9, 2011

What movie???!!!?? I must see it!

~slashygirl Apr 9, 2011

OMG OMG OMG you haven't seen DEATHWATCH.....It's a homoerotic movie that Leonard did in 1966. The actor who played Apollo in Who Mourns for Adonais is in it....it is so slashy ....wish it had been Bill instead...I have quite a few screencaps and the who movie is on youtube...you will squee....three guys in a prison......ok no one kisses but there is alot of touching...it is very interesting piece..I was thinking of continuing my story will Spock changed into a human because of some aliens...and he recognizes Apollo and Apollo who is really Green Eyes doesn't know who he is....I will see what I can do...but please go watch the movie on youtube it is in 9 or 10 parts...someone uploaded it. have fun..

~daveylover75 Apr 9, 2011

XXDDDD!!!!!!! I MUST SEE THIS!!!!!!! Can u send me links to the screencaps? I will watch it sometime!!!! OMMMGGG!!!!! My mom might kill me tho, always watching stuff just becuz Nimoy is in it! and after the incident with Catlow! XDDD

~slashygirl Apr 9, 2011

Tell me where and I shall post them...there are quite a lot of them I will pick the most slashiest..

~daveylover75 Apr 9, 2011

Where? On here???? Make a new folder.

~slashygirl Apr 9, 2011

I am new at deviantart not sure how to do that but will certainly try to figure it out..prepare for the slashiness...

~daveylover75 Apr 9, 2011

Just go to ur gallery and there should be a button to add a folder. See on my gallery I have like 12 folders, cuz i am super organized! I hope you figure it out, so i can seem some slashy stufff!

~slashygirl Apr 9, 2011

I found the folder....button and then how do I put pics there..hmmm...I am not organized but I am trying too..thanks ..give me a bit of time to figure it out..I have to go now actually...my car is ready and need to pick it up..chat later ok...and looking forward to your story... bye..

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~hija-de-luna Apr 9, 2011

I seen this movie !!! It was interesting!!!
I kept expecting william shatner to make an appearance in the movie, that would have been super hot!!!

~slashygirl Apr 9, 2011

Oh yes it would have been super hot...We do have the guy who played Apollo in the episode Who Mourns for Adonais? Did you recognize him? He's called green eyes...they guy with the muscles and tatoos.. Great movie...Shatner in it would have been perfect.

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